ok so i don’t usually make these types of posts but this is for someone special to me so i hope you understand.
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I’ve always been the weird kid , i’d rather be alone than be with people , and when i am ever around people i’m usually shy and distant to the extent of people disliking for it. Which is fine like whatever but almost 5 months ago i came across someone who none of that applies to and it’s scary weird that this one person doesn’t even have to try one little bit to make me feel this way. See when i’m talking to this person i could easily forget the harsh real world and maintain a smile on my face throughout the whole time we talk. When we’re together i never get that urge to be alone as i do with mostly everyone else … This one special person is the opposite to all that , they give me what i’ve been missing out on my whole life - a bestfriend. Sure the term bestfriend has been thrown out at me without meaning before , but this is different , they get me on a whole new level for as where i could just say the most random thing ever and they don’t question me for it , i love that. The company of this person just makes life worth living , not even exaggerating - we’re practically the same person which is scary but cool. Sure we’ve had our arguments but they’ve never lasted more than 20 minutes maybe even less…i certainly can’t stay mad at this person even during a fight … i just look at them and realise how lucky i am and that’s all it takes really … just one look. You know you can call many people your bestfriend and not actually mean it …you can like someone but after a while like someone else more , you can date someone and say you’re together forever after 1 week and publicly display how much you love them on facebook or twitter every 2 seconds but thats not what i do. See when i want to make someone realise or show someone how much they mean to me i usually wait until i’m sure this person is the right person and i’m beyond sure , i’m certain. Never have i met someone so perfect in my entire life - who’s not only beautiful on the outside but on the inside too , with a beautiful personality + heart. This person is by far the best thing to happen to my life and i’ve been sure of that since day 1 .You’re amazing , You’re perfect , You’re MINE. and despite what anyone else tells you - you’ll always be the one of the biggest inspirations to me to go through so much and still be the most amazing person that i’ve met to this day.and if you’re wondering who this person is …i’ll keep it a secret … but
- ps , i love you ross. ;) - www.cinder3lla-man.tumblr.com